Insomnia

I was laying in bed watching tv, just about to dose off. But then another show came on that I like, I decided to watch it. About 10 minutes into it. Travis decided to peel himself off the couch that he had fallen asleep on and come to bed. At this time, he turns on our extremely sound blocking-out fan, so I have to turn up the tv just to barely hear it. So I strain to hear the show, which then perks me up from all the concentration.... Needless to say, when it was over, I laid in bed for 45 minutes, staring around the room. Completely awake. I need to be sleeping a photo session at preschool tomorrow morning. I have to be up early and get the girls on the bus.
Instead I am messing around on the computer. I did get my business registered on google. So hopefully more people will find me when the search for a photographer. hmmm....we'll see if I did it right.
We went truck shopping today for Travis. I am feeling a bit uneasy about the decision. I don't know that it's a bad decision it just seems a bit much to take in. I'll explain. We leased his truck. Nice truck, but we traded a fully paid for vehicle in on it. Well, that made our payments really cheap. $130 a month, for that monster truck... Well, the lease is up in about three months. So we are at decision time, do we turn in back in and have nothing. Buy it out for the residual price, or trade it in on another truck and either lease again or buy....
I think we are going to trade it in on another lease. But for some reason my stomach is turning with that decision. I don't know if its because I need to just accept we are going to have a bigger payment no matter what, or if its my gut trying to say. "hey stupid! don't do that!"
I don't know. I need to talk to Travis a little more, but the booger is sleeping soundly.
Side note: I have been working out with Travis as he is training for the World Police and Fire Games. He has decided he wants to swim. He was not a swimmer in high school. He was a diver. BIG difference. He is doing really well. We have been doing the practices together. Which has helped me too. I have already dropped a jean size! And the new ones I just bought are already loose. Bummer on the budget, but awesome that the butt is getting smaller! Gotta say, I like exercising with him. In the pool, we are on a level playing field. His height, his stamina, and his incredible abilities on land, are cut down to where we are pretty equal in swimming.
He is doing really well, and I think once he learns all the technique of the strokes he will be zooming passed me. But for now, it is still fun.
Business has been slowing down. Which is not good. I like having a little free time. But I would really like to pick up a few more weddings for 2010. I am willing to travel. Actually I would love to travel;-)

Well, I guess that's all that's on my mind tonight.

Blessings to you all! <3